senseless simplicity.

Champions League: 7-1 Man Utd vs Roma 10th April Goals

2007-04-12T15:45:00.001+08:00

2007-02-24T03:56:00.000+08:00

tml is a big test.

*i would if i could.

2007-02-19T08:42:00.000+08:00

okay i will try to blog faithfully now.
you guys can read.. if you UNDERSTAND. haha.

emotions was rather high recently
but guess i am feeling better now.
been camping at home, finally watching the many movies i have in my hard disk
and the 30++ esp of bleach i have missed.

there is still FM and diner dash to play too,
so i am not feeling too bored at home actually.
haven had rest for such a long time.

played horrible against SMU on wednesday.
but coach still played me for the full game. surprisingly.
i was quite crestfallen during the game la. so sian.
but there's still the next game against the armor division from the army on friday.
hopefully it will be played in school again.
and hopefully, i will play much better this time round.

cny was fine. two quick visits and we are done.
i brought my family to ikea. to eat.
had 15 meatballs and a chicken wing.
after that shopped there.
i think i can get a new wardrobe. and a new chair for my room.
went to J8 after that but realised MPH was no more there.
wanted to spend my $15 MPH voucher.

later went prata house. hahaha. i ate 4 pratas.
den came home. couldn't sleep much.
i woke up early actually, was to go for club training.
but decided not. i guess i will be slowing them down if they had to teach me the advanced moves. and since i have work at 11am. there can always be another time to go for training right?

the Summer Touch League (STL) starts this week. my saturdays all burned away again.
but i guess i will enjoy playing rugby again. it will be my last year playing for RP. so much has changed since i first touched a rugby ball 2 years ago. never thought i could be where i am now.
okay i am late for work. gotta go! bye!

-grace, if you reading this, you just called me to leave my house. HAHA.

*sweet sugar.

2006-12-11T15:20:00.000+08:00

i have never felt this way.
till you came along
and left.

it was like a dripping tap.

only you can turn that tap.

23 days will fly by. i know.

*love.

2006-12-06T12:50:00.000+08:00

finally a update.

stumbled, but i will pick myself up.

time flight; everything changed.

the past is what I have to keep in touch with myself.

2006-10-17T01:18:00.000+08:00

life has been great.
had fun. esp on oct the 13th. lol.

november and december are important months.
possibly the most important ones of my life.

and you are all that i have to keep me hanging on.

2006-10-10T11:38:00.000+08:00

the city's restless
it's all around me
people in motion
and sick of all the same routines
and they need to go
they need to get away tonight...

2006-09-28T23:26:00.000+08:00

another year past. still something missing.
happy birthday.

2006-09-13T20:37:00.000+08:00

just something amatory.

2006-09-07T01:38:00.000+08:00

the Helper
Thanks for taking the test !

you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO.

"I must help others"

Helpers are warm, concerned, nurturing, and sensitive to other people's needs.

How to Get Along with Me

Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.
Share fun times with me.
Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours.
Let me know that I am important and special to you.
Be gentle if you decide to criticize me.

In Intimate Relationships

Reassure me that I am interesting to you.
Reassure me often that you love me.
Tell me I'm attractive and that you're glad to be seen with me.

What I Like About Being a Two

being able to relate easily to people and to make friends
knowing what people need and being able to make their lives better
being generous, caring, and warm
being sensitive to and perceptive about others' feelings
being enthusiastic and fun-loving, and having a good sense of humor

What's Hard About Being a Two

not being able to say no
having low self-esteem
feeling drained from overdoing for others
not doing things I really like to do for myself for fear of being selfish
criticizing myself for not feeling as loving as I think I should
being upset that others don't tune in to me as much as I tume in to them
working so hard to be tactful and considerate that I suppress my real feelings

Twos as Children Often

are very sensitive to disapproval and criticism
try hard to please their parents by being helpful and understanding
are outwardly compliant
are popular or try to be popular with other children
act coy, precocious, or dramatic in order to get attention
are clowns and jokers (the more extroverted Twos), or quiet and shy (the more introverted Twos)

Twos as Parents

are good listeners, love their children unconditionally, and are warm and encouraging (or suffer guilt if they aren't)
are often playful with their children
wonder: "Am I doing it right?" "Am I giving enough?" "Have I caused irreparable damage?"
can become fiercely protective

Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele

The Enneagram Made Easy
Discover the 9 Types of People
Harper SanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages

You liked the test? so please don't forget to RATE it...
but remember! it had only two questions!!! ;-)

you wanna know MORE?
so check out, what Wikipedia says about your type...

...even more you'll find in Google

or do you prefer to

You are not completely happy with the result?!
You chose CX

Would you rather have chosen:

AX (SEVEN)

BX (NINE)

CY (SIX)

CZ (ONE)

2006-09-03T01:19:00.000+08:00

rugby work rugby work.

too many thoughts again.
its different now from secondary school.
where you just rant about homework and teachers.

now my thoughts are so ... complicated?

its funny how things turned out.
looks like a happy ending ya.

i think i am losing my ablilty to open up again.
been quite lousy these few months.
looks like my deepest2 thoughts will always stay with me.

on another note, scored two tries today! (:
brings my tally up to 6 i think

could have been 3 but for a ref error.
but whatever its just a try.

okay sleep time.
working 8am to 10pm tml :(

many other things still unrevealed. haha.

and i'm missing my chubby girl. 2 more weeks!

2006-08-17T01:46:00.000+08:00

so many things to do.
so many thoughts to think about.

ahhh...

2006-07-25T03:16:00.000+08:00

My Personal Dna Report

2006-07-23T23:07:00.000+08:00

bro has finally gone to bed and now i can blog in peace privately.

life seems to be passing me by.
yet again i have found myself wanting.

i simply don't know what i want to achieve and get right now.
everything seems so 50/50 to me.

everybody seems to know what to do all the time.
i like to think that while everyone strolls along in life, i always stumble along.

i always don't have time for everyone.
the juggling act has ended.
i finally feel exhausted.
so tired of everything.

and i always want the best of both worlds.
i want rugby, i want work, i want go out.
somebody commented to me that i would need to faint before i will stop everything.

i find that true.
i am not superman anyway.
i always knew that mum is always upset and worried with my constant activties.
but i always say " nevermind la. sure wake me up ok. important."

good thing shes smart. on the few times when she knew i was close to breaking point, she just lets me sleep that extra hour.
i would wake up grumpy and upset of course, having to rush and being late for my appointment.

but all this, of course, is not the point.
the thing is i always cant decide.
i am always caught in a wedge.

this wedge, which would slowly close up on me.

nonetheless, enough of the emo-ing.
i am just upset with myself i guess.
and that i am really very tired.

i have this feeling that i am neglecting people.

i have this feeling that i am not myself somehow.

its very strange.

still, on a brighter note, i got things to look forward to.

1. National Touch League
2. Contact Rugby Matches
3. Mount Ophir.
4. Shanghai Trip
5. Zoo Project
6. Friends and Pig *hehe

this must be one of my most emo entries ever. haha.
alright time for some sleep. night people!

-and the stumble comes to a crawl...

2006-07-19T12:38:00.000+08:00

it was never easy.
nothing ever was.

2006-07-10T00:55:00.000+08:00

It's funny when you find yourself
Looking from the outside I'm standing here
But all I want is to be over there
Why did I let myself believe
Miracles could happen
Cause now I have to pretend
That I don't really care

I thought you were my fairytale
A dream when I'm not sleeping
A wish upon a star that's coming true
But everybody else could tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth
When there was me and you

I swore I knew the melody
That I heard you singing
And when you smiled
you made me feel
Like I could sing along.

But then you went and changed the words
Now my heart is empty
I'm only left with used-to-be's
And once upon a song

Now I know you're not a fairytale
And dreams were meant for sleeping
And wishes on a star just don't come true
Cause now even I can tell
That I confused my feelings
With the truth

Because I liked the view
When there was me and you

I can't believe
That I could be so blind
It's like you were floating while I was falling
And I didn't mind
Because I liked the view

I thought you felt it too
When there was me and you

2006-07-06T05:11:00.000+08:00

okok i was wrong.

i am not going to be a bad loser and claim henry dived or anything
i guess france played better anyway.

this world cup has been very unlucky for me..
haha.

school in a few hours time..
bye ppl!

2006-07-03T01:31:00.000+08:00

so brazil and argentina are out,
and now everyone is cheering for italy and france

for some reason, i just dun like people who jump from one bandwagon to another.
always just supporting the winning/on-form sides.
i see msn nicks supporting italy and france just because of their brilliant performances in the quarter finals.

but hardly anyone gives credit to germany and portgual just because they went though on penatlties. oh well.
my gut feeling tells me it would be them and not italy and france in the final.

whether i will fall flat on my face with my prediction we shall see.

i miss the past.

we can go back to the past

but everything will never be the same again

and thats what makes the past beautiful, because it will never be the same and will never be exprienced again.

2006-06-30T18:07:00.000+08:00

my tiresome daughter joan chua is up to her tricks again.
but whatever... you and grace can hack my blog no more hahaha.

din go school today.
eye infection and flu.
felt horrible yesterday but feel much better today.
probably will be back to normal tml.

God had a message for me today.
and i think i found it.

on my way to destroying one of the biggest regrets in my life. =D

take care people!

2006-06-30T11:29:00.000+08:00

thanks ah joanie

2006-06-28T04:37:00.000+08:00

and when the whole world seems to collapse on you,

i'll be there.

2006-06-23T01:20:00.000+08:00

update about the holidays!
although it has been a week past it alrdy.
was working my ass off during the hols
and yet again, holidays did not seem to be holidays to me. lol

The contact rugby season has started and i got into the first team.
i feel damn guilty though, i missed like 4 straight training sessions and still played ahead of those who came.
but den again that happened to me last time, so i guess this is how coach works.
but of course i would go back to training and not be complacent.

played 3 matches
ACJC, Combined Schools and Northern Knights.
lost all, last game was a pity
lost by one try.

i feel that i am generally getting the hang of the game but i still need more time to adapt myself to the game.
no major injuries, have to thank God for that.
since i was young, i have been heavily involved in sports and doing stupid stuff
like climbing trees and jumping off jettys
but nothing serious has ever happened to me

the worst probably just cramps
and that happens to everyone.
so i have to thank God for all this.

school's a bore.
generally the guys in the class are warming up to each other
which is very good and makes life in school and class very much more interesting.

as of my life,
been betting on the world cup
not very good.
won and lost, won and lost.
lol

but its all in the fun
tonight i bought (or rather my dear cock friend chris) japan to win 2-0 and 3-0
power lah

just have to hope nakata plays like ronaldinho tonight =/
i also backed australia to win tonight against croatia and i think i will see a few upset faces tml if the aussies do trimph
oh well enough of soccer.

life has been great, though i feel that theres something missing somehow.
i dunnoe.

btw those emo and depressing blogged a few days ago was not me.
it was by the two pests, joan chua and grace tan.

and u stood and waited.

2006-06-04T10:59:00.000+08:00

going for BB camp.
costa sands at sentosa.
be back tml.

gonna be loads of fun!

2006-06-03T16:09:00.000+08:00

ages since i last updated.
the first half (or rather 2/5) of the semester has passed.
haven really done well in school, except for the UTs which is a GPA saver.
i am more or less decided on relying on my UTs to get a self-satsifying GPA for this sem and probably the next.

this means more mugging and less PBL in class for me this year.
its a risk but i think its the best way for me now.

the rugby team looks good, on numbers that is.
plenty of people coming down for training.
i would need to work hard to hold down my place in the team.
at least i came in 2nd in the BEEP test, getting a score of 12.
i reckon that is not my best but still, not going to complain about it.

nothing much on the touch rugby side, there were so many plans for a camp in june and i guess all that is nothing now.
preparing for the National Touch League in july but for now its the rugby tourenment in june that is important.

will be playing against SP and many other strong teams.
i am going to spend my holidays again, working and building up my body.
and of course, the World Cup.

i bought holland to win the World Cup at odds of 15.00 so if i win i get a profit of 70 bucks.
just a little flutter on my gut feeling.
i wanted to take argentina, but the odds of 8.00 were not tempting enough.

life has been reasonably bearable.
regret always crops up once in awhile but i guess thats life.
being strong mentally has always being my strength and will always be.
but then again, even the strong fall someday but hopefully...

haven saved as much money as i would have liked to.
been spending too much on things, randomly.

finally broke my movie "drought"
watched da vinci code with a certain pig and x men with the FBBs. ;)

random random random.
cant think anymore. have to decide whether work my ass off next weekend.
till next time. take care people!

2006-05-18T14:44:00.000+08:00

watched champs final last night.
slept at the 60 mins mark.
hahaha.

skipped school today.
a good rest.

i repaired my vapors so now i got two good pairs to boots to choose from.
sorted out the files on my computer, which is very pleasing.
finally no more messy files around.

and studied abit for tml's UT
i think i gotta practice on my SQL tonight.
going to bathe now
got rugby training.

the new year 1 girls are coming today
hahaha!

2006-05-17T23:57:00.000+08:00

no updates for a long time.

Events that has happened in the past few weeks.

1. RP Rugby finished 3rd in the Summer League.
* not really summer, we played on wet and muddy pitches for weeks.

2. finally done with SLA fiesta. bel and i are so relived that its over.
* it still caused me my first C this semester though. zz

3. i got to know my classmates much better.
*which i am really pleased with.

4. started working regularly again.
*interesting poltics happening too at work. haha.

5. made a life decision recently.
*and reaping because of it. for the moment.

went out with ivy baohan and kenny yesterday.
finally got the chance because some pig no vespa to go home. hahaha.
went to kenny house. taxi driver was a joker.

kenny house very nice. no wonder always wanna go home after school.
lol.

went to chomp chomp with ivy and baohan
had sambal stringray, fried oyster, mixed mutton soup and sugarcane juice.
not that filling but reasonable.
pity the chicken wings and hokkien mee stalls din open.

i was the FIRST to reach home that night for the FIRST and probably LAST time.
hahaha.

talked about PC times
maybe because we were playful and innocent
playing cs together, dancing in class, going out together after school.
but those were truly enjoyable times that eased everyone into poly.
PC01-05 was one of its kind.

on another note, i going to stay up and watch the champs league final tonight
probably going to skip school tml
and go repair my mercurial vapors and buy something else.
will go down for rugby training if i am needed, if not i will just slack at home and study for friday's UT.

Friday is a busy day.
UT and i am invited to GLITZ. a awards night for RP.
i receiving some community award for my work in thailand.
pity i missed out on the sports award.
but hopefully rugby win team of the year, the goal we set last june during rugby camp.

this weekend i am going to bury myself working.
trying to build up my fortune to be used during the World Cup. ha.
but with so many birthdays coming up
sure cannot.

already got 3 birthdays this FRIDAY
haha.
anyway i guess thats all for updates. take care!

2006-05-14T01:29:00.000+08:00

soccer rocks.
but so depressing.
liverpool won!

2006-05-12T16:12:00.000+08:00

-=§°» F å T ê & D ê § + ñ ¥ «°§=- www.confusedphoenix.blogspot.com fate fate. says:
no work for u today
-=§°» F å T ê & D ê § + ñ ¥ «°§=- www.confusedphoenix.blogspot.com fate fate. says:
i cancel
r a n - screw DotA. says:
sry boss toh
HAHAHA

and...

chris's blog --

its going to be my first day of work at plaza and i absolutely know nuts about the interior and how the system works there. hopefully things turn out fine today.

terence advise: do what they tell you to do. they ask you to clean you clean. they ask you to wash you wash. they ask you to suck their cock you suck.

grace advise: just LEARN.

alright guess i'll be heeding their advise except for the sucking cock.

lol!!

2006-05-12T14:53:00.000+08:00

You know you live in 2006 when...

1.) you accidentally enter your password on a microwave.

2.) you haven’t played solitaire with real cards inyears.

3.) the reason for not staying in touch with your friends is that they don’t have msn/friendster/myspace.

4.) you’d rather look all over the house fortheremote instead of just pushing the button on the tv.

6.) your evening activity is the computer.

7.) you read this list, & keep nodding and smiling.

8.) as you read this list, you think about how stupid you are to read this.

9.) and… you were too busy to notice number 5.

10.) you actually scrolled back up to check that there was a number 5.

11.) & now you’re laughing at your stupidity.

12.) repost if you fell for it. you know you did

2006-04-28T00:03:00.000+08:00

now i wonder.

work tml. sigh.
cant go for club trg.
friends have been great though.
thanks for trying to help.

feeling so confused right now.
reflection time i guess.

will try to blog when i got the time yeah
bye people.

i wonder where i stand now.

2006-04-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

drained.

2006-04-18T01:42:00.000+08:00

finally done with the john little sales.
next up is school.

got my class.
E36E
got two ppl i noe in my class again
liting and wei jing

i din get my wednesday module for some wierd reason
probably not enuff ppl taking sports psychology i guess
so my wednesdays are free days..

getting late. shall blog another day.
byee.

2006-04-12T08:30:00.000+08:00

busy busy busy
so many things to do!

gotta go bukit merah to collect something later.
den work from 1.30 to 11.30

after that going to thai-xpress chalet
thursday morning going training
i think must wake up at 6 plus
wah.

after the chalet on friday den go work 1.30 -11.30
shag!

anyway in case i haven mentioned it before,
i am working at expo for John Little.
so please come visit me hahaha.

alot of cheap stuff over there.
i think i am gonna buy some chocolate today or something
and probably some underwear hahahhaa

school starts next week!
wonder who are my new classmates
and i haven really explored the new school yet
heard from everyone that its really great

gtg bye!

2006-04-07T01:58:00.000+08:00

days after returning from my trips have been busier than expected.
but quite well spent
doing things i wouldnt be able to do when school starts

been hitting the gym and pool and the beach!
and of course the rugby trainings.
but i feel so heavy and slow
might be the new boots and probably just fatigue from everything i guess

BB chalet last saturday was great
met many old faces
and it was just great catching up and fun.

and as usual
the usual teasing and censored actions of the Boys
had a good catch up with jon too

had no space to sleep at all
20 full grown boys in a chalet?
i had to snuggle in a corner for some sleep

because i had work the next day
did some fun fair stuff
40 bucks for 4 hours

i was doing this fishing booth
was very very busy
probably because my booth most fun hahaha

and yeah i got a job at expo
working for john little for a week.
i am going to miss the first day of school
sigh

i wonder who will be my new classmates..

anyway thai-xpress chalet will be next week!
thank goodness my off day fits with the chalet so i can attend it
its gonna be a tiring week for me.
but hopefully i meet some nice ppl at work

i hope.

$445 for 70 hours
not bad la
can fatten my skinny/skawny/depleted/fresh air bank account

thats all.
will post the thoughts in my head another day.
take care people!

2006-03-27T01:13:00.000+08:00

alright i am going to update finally.
i have done so many things that i dunnoe where to start from
it has been a long week or so.
now i just wanna stay put somewhere and think.

mount ophir was a very very enriching exprience.
i went with the BB Boys and Pei Hwa Sec Adventure Club.
so mostly there were sec 3 and sec 2s students.
honestly i felt very at ease with them.

it was delightful to converse with them.
especially when climbing the mountain.
i had to come up with words of encouragement for them to press on and continue to climb.
because there is only that much i can help them physically.

i decided to use another way to movivate them to climb.
their curiousity.

of all the helpers going for the trip
i was obviously the youngest.
and the students were curious of my age.
so i kept them guessing till the summit.

i didnt have to do all this,
supporting the students and helping them up when they fall.
but i knew this was probably their first ever physical obstacle they faced in their life.
and i did not want anyone of them to fail.

i wanted them to have something to be proud of.
not many people can say they reached the summit of mount ophir at the age of 14.
it was like the BB Boys in the past, when we survived the infamous LTC 1 camp in sec 2
after that camp we believed we could accomplish anything,
and that is what I wanted the students to believe.

the joy and happiness on their faces when they reached the summit made everything worthwhile.

melbourne was well, alright i guess.
it was great though to see the sights of a non-asian country.
everything there looked the settings for movies like american pie

the people there are uber friendly.
they will smile when you look at them and say "hey there mate!"
everyone now seems to be having fun calling each other "mate"

watching the commonwealth games was not really fun
we hardly get to catch the singapore matches.
transport around melbourne was not slow,
rather i thought melbourne was big.

roomed with taufiq, has and khair
had a great time rooming together
i just cant stand to sleep alone in a foreign place

not that i am scared of the dark of anything,
but i cant wake up in the morning by myself
i am a super heavy sleeper!

wednesday was the SSC "formal dinner"
it was at a bar.
had a buffet and boozing away.
i played finger games with owen and he ended up puking up in the toilet
hahaaha!

had contact rugby training on tuesday and thursday with two different teams.
big they were. i was probably the smallest there. maybe aaron was.
learnt many new things

had a touch game with the monash university team
lost the mens game but won the mixed
the girls won their game so its 2-1 to us hahaha

scored 3 tries
which was alright i guess
there are certain issues i need to figure out in my game.
which i wun bore you with hahaha.

i got a bee sting and 3 scratches from my ass to my thigh.
i probably thought i was playing baseball and going for last base to dive on my ass.
the bee sting just came out of nowhere during training

saturday was the last day to shop
went to smith street
where all the factory outlets were
bought quite a few stuff

spent all my money
my legs felt so tired
it had been a long time overseas.
from ophir to melbourne

finally feeling the strain
after all the climbing and games

watched the two zorro movies and listened to franz ferdinand and the killers on the flight home
did not feel cold in the plane at all
i guess i had gotten used to the weather in melbourne.
and when i was doing sit-ups during night training

i realised the melbourne sky has many stars.
it was beautiful
someone told me that the bigger the star is, the longer it had lived.
as to say, in a million years, the stars now will appear double the size they are now.

amazing facts huh?

another thing that i learnt during my trips
is that you gain whatever you give.

while climbing mount ophir
i lost my water bag sucker

someone found it
and someone said "see you help ppl den good things will happen to you."

this was further emphasised on me in melbourne
i lost my cap during touch training
and lost my boots during contact training
due to my forgetfulness.
very careless and upset with myself

went at night to search for them
couldnt find them.
as i dragged my feet back to my apartment,
some hockey player hit the ball down the hill

i went down the hill to find the ball for him
and gave it back to him.
after that, someone asked me for directions to farrer hall.
my legs were tired after days of climbing and training
and i was feeling so down after losing my things.

but i still showed him the way.

guess what
my boots were returned the next morning
iffa found my cap during training
really must thank God

so guys,
kindness pays!

overall, it has been a extremely fruitful year one.
i met and knew some great people

played a new sport. (rugby)

did some community service overseas. (thai-xpress)

particpiated in poly forum.

won IVP

reached summit of mount ophir

and melbourne.

plus the many little things.

and i have missed you for 2 weeks.

2006-03-15T15:16:00.000+08:00

mountain-climbing time!

2006-03-11T04:24:00.000+08:00

time to update!

yeah its the hols
but been really really busy.
haven completed my TO-DO list yet (updated)

clique and class chalet was a blast.
it was really challenging to jump from chalet to chalet
to entertain two groups of people.
i dunnoe if it was lucky or not,
but the chalets was just next to each other!

anyway for more on the clique chalet
go to www.joanie-the-knee.blogspot.com for photos and elaboration.everything is there.
including some embrassing photos -.-"""

went out on thursday with jie to renew my passport
and watch a movie
before meeting the guys for dota

today was stupid stupid stupid me
supposed to go to woodlands campus to pay for the melbourne trip
blur me went to tanglin campus!
dumb dumb dumb
so careless of me to make an error

going to make payment on monday
hopefully someone else will be able to go too (:

worked from 2pm to 2am today
i am getting used to working
but its kinda shit sometimes when i keep getting the relatively new ppl as my partner for the day. its like i do almost everything. more like me doing 3 tables.
got 2 cuts on my fingers for my troubles.

sigh but no choice.
i guess i have to step up now
to teach the new ppl how to work
today set-up so cock up because they do everything wrong
and i got scolded for not supervising

3 more days of work! just endure le.
wanted to skip today's rugby match
but i felt bad.
and after i heard the situation, i guess i cant walk out for today.
we only got 5 guys
and we are facing wanderers, the best touch side.

sigh its gonna be real tough
it will be a draining encounter.
but secretly in my heart i am praying for a miracle/upset.
got work after the match tml.

i guess the period till the end of melbourne trip is going to be the most draining time of my life.
i might not need any support, though some would be nice.
wish someone was around now.

my new list of things to do.
1. drop by grandpa's house and try the adidas boots.
2. start packing and buying stuff for ophir.
3. get admin stuff done for ophir and melbourne.
4. play well tml against wanderers.
5. meet stacey before leaving for ophir.
6. carry out my responsibities well.
7. endure this period of time.

2006-03-06T03:52:00.000+08:00

Things to do before Mt Ophir (15-18mar) & Melbourne (18-24-mar)

1. Work Work Work for Melbourne and Mt Ophir.
2. Buy and borrow stuff for Mt Ophir.
3. ~~Make time to go for training and matches.~~
4. ~~Renew Passport.~~
5. ~~To shuttle from class chalet to joanie's chalet from 6 mar to 8 mar.~~
6. To get as much rest as possible without affecting social life.
7. Pack stuff for Ophir and Melbourne.
8. Stay healthy and free from injuries. - cut on the knee after spinning.
9. ~~Find a way to return from Ophir early enough to catch the flight to Melbourne.~~
10. ~~Get to bed now.~~

2006-02-27T02:07:00.000+08:00

cant sleep so here i am

am going for ophir
but dunnoe whether jon passed on my message to mr chia
=/ see how it goes den.

skipped school twice this week =D
got A for enterprise again!
i praying for an A for overall grade in enterprise
but UT 4 on wednesday was such a killer.

wad a waste i din come for UT 2
it was on accounting and i would have done well on it.
well for the other modules
trying to save them from being a C on my overall grade.

I guess i am going to get a C+ for science again this semester.
haha i was never a scientist.
still, left one week to hols!
((:

gotta work more to save money
i guess my bank acc is going to be wiped clean this hols
i have
Melbourne 20 mar - 28 mar
Mount Ophir 15 mar - 18 mar
Joanie's chalet 6-8 mar
Class chalet 6-8 mar
Thai Xpress chalet April

not counting going out and all
i am going to have to slog my ass off this week
dunnoe about the class chalet and joan's chalet
i guess i have to find some way out. =/

Melbourne is going to be so cool.
we going there to watch Team Singapore compete in the commonwealth games
damn cool la.
we are like the only poly and only team in Singapore going there.
((:

not to mention the shopping and rugby games there.
=D

but firstly to remind myself before i fade into fantasy,
to work my ass off!

played one contact rugby match and touch rugby match with bedok kings this week
lost the contact and won the touch.
played winger in the contact match

nothing worth mentioning for the contact match
except for someone who attacked me very much after i tackled him
he said sorry a few times so its okay.
we lost 27-7 i think

the touch match was disappointing for me.
scored two tries
but i missed like 3 try-saving touches
sigh. damn upset with myself
but we won. 10-6
which was most important of course.

these few days has been taxing.
plenty of things on my mind.
was confused intially, but things have become much clearer
but still, i will never know.
it sucks when you make a mistake in life.

but anyway, man u won the league cup! hehe
4-0!
and neh neh pok, christiano ronaldo body damn nice
i also want to like that!
lol.

oh well
another two rugby matches this week
contact rugby - against some army team
they are gonna be so fit la.

and of course the summer league on saturday.
hope to get the winning streak going and to play better
and hope she can play.

alright i guess thats all for updates!
byee!

2006-02-20T04:24:00.000+08:00

back from work. till 2am again
darn sleepy but i feel like blogging..

i dunnoe how to start but i am just thinking whether i am managing my time properly..
i always dun have time for this and that..
jon asked me out for dinner like 3 times and i couldnt make it for all 3
and i haven meet alexis for 2 weeks alrdy

And why am i going though all this?
work.training.work.training.
i could skip school if i want but somehow theres something inside me to want to do well in school. i guess i am feeling my guilt for doing badly in secondary school. And RP is a place where i can really score if i put my head down for it.

maybe i will just drop and faint someday.
lol.

in the van on the way home just now, (before he got us lost lol)
boon kiat said that there was only 5 Boys going for ophir in march
i would be lying if i said i din expect that.

how have times changed.
i guess my fondest memories lay in BB.
especially LTC 1
because we were made to do things that even NSmen dun do.

it was such a crazy camp
hundreds of pushups everyday
chin-ups before meals
running and drill all day
and only 4 hours of sleep.

nowadays, i guess any 14-year old child made to do this will probably run home and complain to his parents.

and yes, another busy week ahead
bye people!

I wish i knew the way to your heart.

Because I'll be right behind your shoulder watching you

I'll be standing by your side in all you do

And I won't ever leave as long as you believe

You just believe...

2006-02-19T12:10:00.000+08:00

the end of a extremely busy week.
besides the continous fight for A from 8.30am to 4.00pm in school,
many other commitments!

monday was going out with gdine to buy vday presents
she made a orange friendship band and i gave her a bracelet
she got jigsaws for dustbins.

tuesday/vday was supposed to go for touch training.
but din go cause many din go. no purpose.
so played mahjong at joy house with her pei ting and joy's chruch friends.
joy held banker for 10 rounds! zzz

resulted in me rushing for my last bus when i should have been home an hour ago..
lol..

supposed to go out with agnes for pool on wed
but got work ah..
poolside buffet
it was a retro-type of party

this guest tied this black polka dot scarf around my neck
quite a interesting party.
everyone was in 60s and 70s clothes
and the programme was on printed on this huge CD that we used in the older days.

Thursday was touch training
this time of course went.
realised my switches suck big time
sian sian sian
gotta work on it.

Friday was work again
worked till 2am

Saturday was the summer league matches
postponed due to rain
sigh
so rushed off to work
till 2am

so here i am again
just finished the RJ for friday's culture.
the grades for this week aren't out yet
looks like the facilitors are as busy as me

went for s'pore idol last sun too
not to join but as crew
helped around awhile
i was late for 2 hours lol

and after that met dustbins at this cafe at cineleisure
after that went joy house for mahjong with her, grace and chris.
thats all

and yeah, i got work again today
shucks..
oh well going for lunch and raiders with chris and robin now
no time to blog about my thoughts again

i guess that will have to wait.

2006-02-11T00:03:00.000+08:00

just washed the two pretty, probably 5 cm long scratches on my left leg.
stinks like hell.
expecting more tml.

yeah. got into the final squad of 15 for tml UWC rugby tens.
tml i am going to get smacked and all. wahahha.
hoping to score though and win a few matches. (:

life, in general has been very good. somewhere along the way i got confused and lost, but now everything is so clear to me. people could change so much. whether for the better or worse. many many random thoughts about the people around me.

girls and boys, two very different people.
Each with their own strong and weak points.
so much to say, but not here. hahaha...

am really looking forward to the holidays
too many things to do!
many pending plans, but not sure which will bear fruit.
but the perth one is definate =D

as for current plans,
helping out at s'pore idol just for the fun of it.
no pay lar.. but some things, you do it for the exprience and not money.

watched fearless with jm and chris
very nice movie..
5 stars!
i wanna watch more movies..
but no time!

brought my pet pig for dinner ytd
she enjoyed her popiah very much!
wahahahha

school also has been good
got A for cognitive and computing daily grades
and an A for cognitive UT!
=D

but i think my GPA is still going to drop =S
sian ah
hope it at least stays on 3.

alright gotta wake up early tml at 6!
zzzzzzzz take care everyone! night! and wish me luck!

2006-02-07T15:41:00.000+08:00

so maybe i am not updating often enough..
haha..

the northbrooks game was just absolutely brilliant..
i just felt so up for the game
and was itching to get on..
i dunnoe why..

very hyper..
and i scored twice when i got on!
wahahaha...
damn happy with myself

finally achieved what i wanted
to score a try in contact rugby..

everything just went my way in the match
din miss a pass or catch.. but a couple of missed tackles. =/
but its definately encourging for me.

wanna prove to everyone that small ppl can play contact rugby too!

enough about rugby

i realised in this few weeks that.. aiya next time..
lazy to blog! lol byee!

2006-02-01T23:58:00.000+08:00

so it wasnt 10 am - 2am
it was 10 am - 6am!
20 hours of work in a day!
haha but i not tired after that leh..

had hotcakes for breakfast after that
slept at about 9 am..
woke up at 11am..
because had to go wilson and nora place for lunch

but when i was hailing a cab,
i suddenly felt like seeing my friends again
in the end, i told the driver
"mei hwan drive."

yup did a visit for about 30 mins
nice seeing everyone there
and they were taking photos to tell a story lah
damn funny.

had yu sheng and i left
cabbed to wilson and nora place
the condo high tech lah
can see the person one when you press the intercom

watched descent and eye 10
quite fun
again, nice to see everyone again ((:

had fun and laughter and food =D
went town
and den J8 to deposit money
saw junhao and gdine

jian ming's place after that
i doing alot of travelling huh
played dai dee there
i could have won alot

but i blur and cock
in the end lost 40 cents
hahaha...

den went chris's house for steamboat
had a filling meal i should say
absolutely bloated after the meal
den 6 of us played dota at raiders

a very good new year day spent with friends =D
i guess this day was what was keeping me going during my 20 hours of work..

work was rather interesting and unpredictable on monday
firstly i set up a drinks table for the lion dance troupe by myself
the rest of the guys were sent to the chairman's house, where the big event of the day is being held.
i stayed in the hotel to help out randomly
the boss gave me a ang bao
wahahaha

after that
they called and asked me to carry 4 banquet tables and two 8 feet tables down from 3rd floor
i was like wa... one person...
ok lah.. managed to do it

after that go take skirting from linen room.
den took table cloth
and filled two ice boxes!
that one killer man..
its like filling up to the height and weight of a short pregnant woman.
the volume so much!
and two somemore

the 5pm workers came
had to divide them to go to the house
me, the 10am worker was still at the hotel!
the worst thing that happened

they called and say no need the tables alrdy
wa i instantly sian!!!

so i went to the chairman's house after the last loading of goods.
the place damn big
about the size of 8-9 terrace houses
got pool, tennis court and a garden
and EIGHT cars

rolls royce, jagnar and merc
super rich!

i was the lucky one who got the chance to get in the house
to clear plates..
the teens and kids all inside
got pretty one somemore lol...

the place was huge
the first time i went in
got two plasma tvs
and i saw about 5-6 maids
all wearing same attire somemore

after that i followed the workers who end at 11pm back to the hotel
i was in charge of unloading
by accident me and wei han broke 4 white wine bottles
sian lah

after that i realise all the wine boxes's bottoms, when wet, split easily
no wonder..
i managed to save another two wine boxes after realising that
so 3am became 4am,4am became 5am and so on
extend and extend

but i love it lah..
$9 a hour leh
not everyday can work such good rate
so work lor
overall, my best spent new year ever
able to squeeze everything in these 4 days

so i slept 12 hours to the next day
woken up by angie's call
or i will never wake up
supposed to go movie with classmates

but though a few reasons
din go
instead went to darren house with chris and met dars,kars and quek, buddies i haven seen for long.
played mahjong

lol i lost again
this time i no luck!
always got big combination but no luck
lost about 5 bucks

went for prata after that
another well spent evening (:

this hols has been great
school tml again! zzz
for two days only
just endure it though!

some of my friends has been going though hard times
today was worst
perry smsed us that his dad had just passed away
and he was out with us and happily crapping the day before..

i just found out that kok meng's mum passed away the day after the robinsons gathering..

life can be so sudden.
i pray for these people that they will be able to get though all this
and carry on life again as a new person..

because you will never know,
when will life comes crashing down on you..

2006-01-30T03:30:00.000+08:00

yay! managed to save 400 dollars for the rugby aussie trip in march! =D
been doing visiting/working
working at the river hongbao at the padang
quite slack at times and i get to try food!

i am at this huge booth
boss say the other booths all $5k - $6k one
his one is $30k so must make money
haha..

i feel that over the new year, i have done something fruitful.
i know my family better now.
can really be very hilladious at times
when family members "shoot" each other
wahahaha...

just a update only for the day..
gotta sleep! i got work at 10am -2am tml!
ahhhhhhhh!
bye!

2006-01-27T14:56:00.000+08:00

nearly scored a try!
sigh. sian sian sian.
wished i could have played more.
but nvm. i will get my chance soon.
not a very big worry.

problems never die.
whenever a load is off my shoulders, another load comes on again.
no rest.
but i will press on with it.

the busy period is coming up
gotta be busy with visiting and work

tentatively i got two overseas trips in march
rugby team trip to aussie
and mt ophir with BB
gotta save loads of cash.

hmm.. i realise i hide many things when i blog
dunnoe why
update later! happy chinese new year to all!

2006-01-25T14:41:00.000+08:00

having enterprise now.
my grp is next.
feel so tired now.
and the week is gonna get worse.

last week was spent on training, family and catch-ups with old friends.
quite a well-spent weekend. (:
mum seems to placing more responiblity of the family on me.
to look after my brother and help her out.

sunday was robinsons get-together
sian lah.
some ppl din come
the whole thing din turn out well i feel.
but it was still nice seeing everyone again..

the upcoming week is gonna be packed

Wednesday - Training
Thursday - Match
Friday - Free
Saturday - Visiting + Work (6pm - 2am)
Sunday - Visiting + Work (6pm - 11pm)
Monday - Work (10am - 2am) -_-
Tuesday - Wilson and Nora house!
Wednesday - Training
Thursday - Match?

stayed for two nights at chris house
watched the man u and liverpool match
woo hoo! last min goal by ferdinand!
i was dozing off at that time till he scored
=D

have been listening to people's problems this days
life is so complicated!
thank God mine is very much in order.
haha.. but u will never know what might happen in the future.

alright..
update when i can! i noe my entries are getting vaguer and vaguer..
but i cant help it! i am getting so lazy!
lol.. byee and happy chinese new year!

2006-01-17T00:22:00.000+08:00

back to update!
seriously din realise that I haven been updating for so long..
too busy i guess...

thursday and friday spent working
saturday till today is RP open house
made friends over there and found many things
so cheated!

fooled for six months!
wah... really holds the record man..

had fun
example
- the 16 men human chain that sent shockwaves though everyone
- taking random pictures
- learning new things like birthday guessing and sudoku
- random bumping into friends all over the open house

tiring though
but ok lah
something fresh happening instead the usual mundane going to school everyday..
saying hi to random people at smokers road
and going for cca after sch
so stale!

so far so good ((:
rocking!

take care all!

2006-01-11T23:55:00.000+08:00

home alone now.
parents left for taiwan
be back on sunday.
bro sleepover at friend house.

rugby was good.
ankle got twisted once
got banged on the knee
big toe stepped on
but it was all good.

ankle abit sore though
now just worried whether i can wake up tml w/o anyone shaking me..

Mr David Lee, my accounts teacher for two years,
passed away.
recieved the news at abt 4 plus
rushed down to his funeral right after training.

why does it always have to be death that makes people realise how significant each and everyone of us are?
now everyone feels guilty of their past actions to him.
why he did have to do it?

so many questions.
no answers.
life is always like that.

2006-01-11T11:43:00.000+08:00

Your Life Path Number is 1

Your purpose in life is to lead others.

You have great drive and determination. Nothing is going to stand in your way.
You seek out challenges and the spotlight. You'll take all the work - and all the glory.
Status and success are important to you. You demand the best from everyone and everything.

In love, you tend to take a protective role. You enjoy being the provider in relationships.

You expect others to be like you, and as a result, you are often disappointed.
A little selfish and vain, you always put yourself first.
Remember, everyone already knows you're great - you don't need to remind them!

2006-01-10T23:58:00.000+08:00

Your Inner Child Is Happy

You see life as simple, and simple is a very good thing.
You're cheerful and upbeat, taking everything as it comes.
And you decide not to worry, even when things look bad.
You figure there's just so many great things to look forward to.

How Is Your Inner Child?

2006-01-10T23:39:00.000+08:00

yes, my blog is in a mess i know.
tags not replied. crazy blog entrys
haha... haven really updated since new year day.

time has flown. one week has passed in 2006.
i expect all Bs for my first week grades.
=/ gotta buck up.
rugby. my fitness is definately there as ever.
just my technique and knowledge of the game

the navy tens are in a week..
hopefully i can score my first try in contact rugby soon
scored thrice in training

but then again, it is in training.
but i will really be thrilled to score soon.. =D

i reformated my laptop alrdy
so loads of space here
but i forgot to transfer my movies over! *smacks head

a week ago i was relaxing like anything...
was able to go home right after school
and sleep...

now.. i am alrdy booked for the whole week..
just a little running nose...

ahhhhh.... so lazy to continue...

next time! =D

Terzan !

2006-01-08T15:24:00.000+08:00

Terzan is handsome, Terzan is strong
he's really cute and his hair is long
oh yo eeeee oh yo eeeeeeee oh yeeeeee oh yeeeeee yay
u are jane and u like to ride an elephant!

Note: its ~~Tarzan~~ Terzan.
Terzan equals Terence.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
My version rocks !

: D

GDINE

2006-01-01T14:08:00.000+08:00

happy new year!

plenty of things have happened.

sometimes i wonder how i manage to bottle up everything and throw it away all the time
giving way all the time
so much that sometimes i think i am being taken for granted

oh well, at least i am happy with what i have.

another year has passed.
another fruitful one i guess

as i watched the fireworks with alexis in the new year,
the natural reflection of my life came into my mind.
so many thoughts..

thank God for everything this year
i love you guys! [ you know who you are. (: ]

life is a challenge,
maturity comes with complications.

back to school! =D

2005-12-26T12:34:00.000+08:00

Happy Boxing Day!

stayed over at chris' house last night
now gotta meet jian ming and yiqun at prata house
going queensway for shopping!

got work at 6
update later!

2005-12-24T03:22:00.000+08:00

This Is My Life, Rated
Life:	7.5
Mind:	7.4
Body:	9.6
Spirit:	8.3
Friends/Family:	5.3
Love:	5.4
Finance:	4.8
Take the Rate My Life Quiz

was going thru joan blog and stumbled on this..
quite cool lar... i am healthy!

worked till two today
ok lar.. not that tired
now i am thinking whether to go xmas shopping with mum
or to go to a xmas carnival tml.

nth much to update
merry christmas everyone!

2005-12-23T03:19:00.000+08:00

Brown - You're brown, a credible, stable color that's reminiscent of fine wood, rich leather, and wistful melancholy. Most likely, you're a logical, practical person ruled more by your head than your heart. With your inquisitive mind and insatiable curiosity, you're probably a great problem solver. And you always gather all of the facts before coming to a timely, informed decision. Easily intrigued, you're constantly finding new ways to challenge your mind, whether it's by reading the newspaper, playing a trivia game, or composing a piece of music. Brown is an impartial, neutral color, which means you tend to see the difference between fact and opinion easily and are open to many points of view. Trustworthy and steady, you really are a brown at heart.

What's Your True Color? http://web.tickle.com/invite?test=1108&type=t

seems very true.

been relaxing these few days...
working, mahjong-ing and watching bleach
and of course sleeping
suppered with grace on wednesday night after mahjong

last time our supper group so big
now so hard to get everyone
only goes to show how much everyone has moved on.
saw grace home before walking my lonely walk home
kenneth called halfway, but i still managed to gather some thoughts
talk abt it later.

managed to mend my nike meurical vapor ( soccer boots)

but i still wanna buy new boots
i have cast my eyes long ago on the red adidas predator with metal studs
i have this thing for striking colours
haha

but i like that boot very very much
before school starts i am gonna go shopping in queensway for sports stuff
i would want an adidas jersey
boots if i can afford it
and some other random things

as usual, being not busy enough
makes me think again
i realise i am someone who rather have a few close friends then many good friends.
like the metaphor i was telling taufiq and owen that day

i rather have 5 big fishes then 20 small ones
dunno how i thought of that, but it just came to my mind
okay i am revealing too much of myself
lol

friends are returning from overseas!
now got more entertainment online
but the pig ivy not back yet

stacey is going to japan for a year..
extremely saddening but i guess this is wad life is abt
to improve yourself and grab chances whenever there are..

on a happier note though
the new RP campus looks awesome.. seriously
and we got 9 new courses next year

and there are 3 new SPORTS related!
wa i want lor
dunno whether can change course in year 2
we can change course in year 2, but i dunno whether it is appliable for the new courses
seems like no

sigh
business computing surely very boring leh
my senior said so
ahhhhhhhhhh

and to top it off
i got straight bus to school again!!
probably only my area could have straight buses to RP:Tanglin and RP:Woodlands
=D

alright, going off to sleep now..
wish u guys a blessed christmas!
byee!

2005-12-19T15:04:00.000+08:00

so far been sticking to plans
hit the gym twice during the weekend,
and worked from friday to today!

probably gym again tml
and training ((:

though plenty of my RP friends have gone overseas,
i guess it is somewhat a blessing in disguise..
because i have started catching up with my sec sch clique

it was jeff at first at the MRT
then jonathan at the BBQ
chris and jian ming at jian ming house
yiqun at GYM
robin at TOWN

haven seen alexis for ages though,
i think for 2 weeks

nth much to update i guess
except that i'm busy till the 25th
guess i have to squeeze some time out to buy presents

cant think of anything to blog now.. lol .. byee!

2005-12-15T23:24:00.000+08:00

what is your purpose in life?

i think too much when i got nothing to do
that might be bad or good..
but this question is very good

without a purpose in life,
isn it the same as driving on a road without a destination?

ahh......... i dunno
din step out of the house today
except to buy food for bro

watched bleach
and chat online
and sleep!

seems like my sec 2 days lol

it seems rather sad
so what if i have got many friends?
so what if i achieved plenty of things?

i dun even know what am i living for...

on another note
i got work and gym for the next 3 days
so getting rather busy..
which is good

everybody is going overseas!!
no wonder lesser and lesser ppl to talk to online
a good thing though
is that the other polys are having their hols soon

for me now
is to work work and work
and go out and enjoy the rest of the hols
i going to step up abit and start organising stuff

and of course rugby
more or less
that would be my plans

a step by step kinda plan
but thats the way i like it
hahaa

till den.. i will continue searching for my purpose in life!

2005-12-12T13:25:00.000+08:00

what a fufilling weekend...

had an great day on friday
went out with classmates (PS01-04) to shop for bbq stuff
i guess the class is getting closer (:
but there will be definately some outcast for some reason
i wonder why

i was keeping quiet during the class conference on the phone on thursday night
they were asking for me
den someone asked, "where is that idiot pig?"
i got tricked and replied. "oi! who is idiot pig!"
den they "haha.. found you! "

sian la... but the class bbq at east coast on friday was fun
cake-smashing and me getting my shirt dirtied by angie!
they went home at ard 10.30

i started my lonely walk from pit 43 to pit 4
BB is also having a bbq so i went over..
walking though the route brought back many memories
i remember having kayaking lessons during sec 3
and some leisure kayaking..

those were fun days
i remember robin capsizing me instead of using my boat to recover
and den me having to use his boat instead to recover
so funny la

and there was also the adventure quest in 2004
how my team managed to go though the whole of east coast with 2 guys running and 2 bikes
and den having to deal with a puncture
that race forever is etched in my mind

i felt so proud when we finished the race at plaza singapore
i remember i teared slightly when i realised we lost by a few seconds to the 3rd team...
so disappointing and unlucky

and of course the pain and cramps i had in my body..
i could not even sit properly!

so fitting though
when i reached the bbq.. (finally)
my officer said " hey terence! next yr want join AQ anot!"
haha.. i said see first.. coz i will never know wad will happen next yr

caught up with my officers
they talked abt BB, their lives and God
got me thinking again..
after that. ran off to play soccer with the Boys!

and water bombs too
benjamin being a pain again
keep calling me a cheater
so the water bomb went down his ass =X

after that got tired
the Boys had to bring the tents under shelter
so ivy entertain me!
hahaha

talked till my phone batt went off
and borrowed my junior battary
left 2 bars when i returned him
and its a nokia phone.. lol

i got restless and playful after that
tried putting bbq sauce on my juniors's hands and tried to make them touch their face
but failed! :(
haha... caught up abit with jon and left at 5 in the morning

walked to marine parade
and realised the bus only comes on sundays and public holidays
sian lah
so took a cab home

reached home at 5.30
bathed and went to school for POL-ITE
no sleep at all

to cut a long story short,
we became POL-ITE touch rugby mens and mixed champions..
the girls were fourth, behind TP and NUS and NTU

it was really a test of enduance for me
felt really proud of us
we won every game
it was really hard-fought
we were the only team using the same people for the two catagories

and we had only one sub for the girls..
there was only four
but the girls did really well
they were so happy when they won the gold that they teared abit

the team seems really close now
the guys and the girls team.
and thank God for helping me though
i had cramps in the semis against TP

i thought i could not make it for the finals
but i did and we won!
2-1 against NTU for mens and 3-1 against ITE for mixed.

the girls game was probably most exciting..
TP vs RP
for the best poly touch team
TP led 3-1 at one point

but the RP girls fought back
to 3-2
and when zakiah scored the 3rd try, 3-3
the guys all jumped
even with our battered legs

the girls lost in sudden death
and they were upset
but in the end
we know we would get our revenge (:

was so VERY TIRED and SLEEPY
i had sunburn and cuts on my body
i hated bathing

another funny incident
when i reached home,
my mum was going to scold me for not sleeping
but when she saw the gold medals

she just said "oh u won?"
haha...
managed to endure till 12
till i could take it no more and slept
i calulated and i lasted 38 hours w/o sleep
record for a pig like me

haha... worked yesterday at plaza
6pm to 2am
not bad la.. ate alot
lol...

got contact rugby training later on
sigh so lardy to go...

will update more when i can!
loads of things still unsaid...
byee!

2005-12-07T10:19:00.000+08:00

health not good this days
probably due to bad weather and VERY late nights
that i have got this sore throat now
not affecting me too much

so kind of irrating to have this feeling in ur throat..
getting better though

Touch Rugby POL-ITE is this saturday
had full or a half day training on monday
my stamina was there

but i have to last at least 4 games on saturdays
i guess i have to control my game and bursts
we wanna win this POL-ITE
we might have been the whipping boys in contact

but touch is our forte
so we must win something

life is not simple
it would be nice if it could be
but it will never be.

there will always be complications
but den again,
humans are fickle

when there is nothing happening in their lives,
they complain.
when they got too many things going on in their lives,
they complain too.

seemingly this perfect balance will never be achieved.
sometimes we should sit down and pray.
for He has all the answers

i stumbled on this poem in my room last night while talking to ivy on the phone
its dated last year
its a prayer booklet
seens like fate that i found it

anyway i will share this poem with u guys before i go
take care everyone!

No Prayer Goes Unheard - Helen Steiner Rice

Often we pause and wonder,
When we kneel down and pray.
Can God really hear
The prayers we say.

But if we keep praying
And talking to Him,
He'll brighten the soul,
That was clouded and dim

And as we continue,
Our burden seems lighter
Our sorrow is softened.
And our outlook is brighter.

For though we feel helpless
And alone when we start,
Our prayer is the key
That opens the heart,

And as our hearts opens
The dear Lord comes in.
And the prayer that we felt
We could never begin
Is so easy to say
For the Lord understands
And gives us new strength
By the touch of His hands.

2005-12-03T01:14:00.000+08:00

not down anymore
haha

moodswing la
work was fine
the ppl there very nice la

not so strict as john little ppl
i like it there..

robinsons offered me a job
but rejected them
because cant fit with my schedule
and the pay abit too low la

1 month of hols are here!
my class gonna have a chalet
and i have touch IVP during the hols so i gonna be pretty busy i guess
what a year it has been

stomach not feeling well these days
hope it gets better soon

sleepy! night!

2005-11-29T17:01:00.000+08:00

down. somehow i dunno why.
trying to entertain myself la..
but still cant get rid of this feeling.

going for work at robinsons.
5.30 - 11.30

two days

oh well.. byee!

2005-11-27T01:04:00.000+08:00

getting restless..
i wanna try something new..

waiting for something magical to happen in my life..

things i can do in december

1. stay at home (play some online game or shows.)
2. work
3. overnight cycling
4. sleepovers
5. rugby
6. go out
7. clean up my room (unlikely)
8. gym

very boring
i wanna do something new
i wanna make good use of my holidays like last time when i went thailand

dunno y i feel so down and sianz now
ahhhhh.. bye.

2005-11-26T12:24:00.000+08:00

the weekend is here finally..
school has been good
i have gotten at least 1 A every week
so i am gonna strive for more.. :)

been taking a good rest
went out thrice this week
i watched harry potter and zathura ((:
personally i felt harry potter was abit disappointing
faiza agrees with me too

the movie is not wad the story is like
many missing and under-elaborated parts
i would rather watch a two-parter den a content -squeezed 2 hr 30 min movie
they would earn more money anyway

the next movie, the order of the phoenix, is so much longer
i seriously think how are they going to squeeze everything again

zathura is quite good
funny
and the little boy damn cute
hahaha now i sound gay

yeah and enjoyed the movie very much
though was a lil sleepy haha =D

i have started planning for the hols
i would want to work
going out might be a problem
some of my friends are going overseas
and my other friends still have school

well, something will work out i guess

it has been so fast..
just last yr
i just ended my o levels
and now i am halfway though my last semester

time has really flown
after chatting with someone
been thinking what i wanna do in the future
i still dunno
being a fac in RP is not bad though

nice working hours
interaction with thinking students
and carry out many fun activties
haha wad a dream..

got work later
and i am working at robinsons for two nights on tuesday and wednesday

going for a rugby team trip next weekend..
going KL
ok la...
we are aiming for perth next year =D

thought about sending my lappy for servicing during the hols
i think its a good idea
anyway as usual
the holidays will fill up for me
hopefully

anyway this week has been a happy week :)
spent quite abit, but it is all worth it..
bank is lil deplated now
gonna work everything back again

alright that is all for updates
byee!

2005-11-21T19:45:00.000+08:00

update again!
the last game vs NP was good
i din let a single try though me
pleased

thursday and friday was spent on ghost trail
v lazy to elaborate on what happened that night
but someone got "processed".
u can ask me wad happened

i will probably tell u a boring story coz i dun believe in such things.
yeah but ppl are curious in such things, so yeah..

saturday was sleeping and work
overslept and was late

sunday, i did house-visiting
and worked again

so the weekend was just gone like that
rather the drama was on friday night i guess

skipped school today and x-boxed in school
went to far east to have chicken rice

den went wif taufiq to get his pay
i bought a new bag
60 bucks
white/green le coq sportif bag

reached home at 6 plus for like the first time since last and this semester.
going smuggle down and watch harry potter
maybe meeting alexis later..
i dunno

but for now i am just gonna relax and watch life pass me by (:
it has been a tough few weeks.. weekdays always packed
and weekends for working

anyway i am now looking forward to christmas!
byee!

2005-11-15T13:52:00.000+08:00

haven blogged for a week
busy has been my life

for the past week, it has been rugby, rugby and rugby
we faced TP and lost 32-7
i came on for 5 mins and made 1 successful tackle
well, a good start i guess.

next up was ITE
played turf city
we lost like 4-5 players to injury in the game
i played almost the entire match
and i had quite a good performance
was happy with myself

friday was horrible though
had ice bath
3 times
for 2 mins , 3mins and 5 mins

the water from the showers felt like heaven after that
went out to town
not very nice things happened
but it was all alright in the end

but yesterday was the worst
realised i was playing full back 5 mins before kickoff
was super unprepared
sigh i never had such a horrible performance in any sport
i let in 3 tries out of 4 in the first half
in the end we lost 61-3

alot of ppl was consoling me after that
that was nice
but i know when i sucked
now my chances of starting wednesday's game are bleak
i rose so fast to the first team
but everything came to nought in that forgettable first half

but nevermind
i am gonna bounce back like i always do..

waited for jon to get stiched back on the head
before going to eat at newton
Glen, my rugby advisor or teacher in charge
was real nice la
he stayed with us though out in NUH

din go to school today
woke up with a spinning head
guess i am also saving myself for training later on and the game tml

i dun wanna have a shocker of a game like yesterday
that will just be a bad memory i will want to forget
alright den bye!

2005-11-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

life has been busy as usual!
hung out with my secondary school clique on last thursday
went to east coast with the intention to canoe, but sadly
paddle culture was closed for the day.

so played soccer and volleyball
wrestled around like the old days in the pool
before taking a few turns on the slide
doing stupid stuff and all
haha

after went to SRC to bowl
we bowled ard 5 games
quite fun
i am the 3rd best bowler
and i managed to break 100 again
wooo

had dinner with yiqun chris and robin like the old days
duck rice with extra rice and egg :)
talked about life
nice day of catching up with old friends
so i have spent the last few weeks catching up with my different cliques
good good :)

stayed over at united world collage on friday
to support the 52 hours record thingy
dunno y me ivy and baohan stayed
but we did
had fun playing basketball
but got tired after a few hours

slept and had breakfast together
b4 going home

so it was saturday
woke up and left for work
now plaza got so many new ppl
all the 1989 ppl
rmb last year when plaza was infested with bps ppl
haha

bought my mouthguard and one for taufiq on sunday
b4 going for work again
which reminds me
i haven mould my mouthguard yet
gonna do it later

and well today
a so-so day i guess
crapped around in class, break and rugby
haha

anyway tml is RP's first contact rugby match against TP
i am sub
the exprienced players are all playing first
i hope i can get alot of mins tml

its a new challenge for me
though i am the smallest in the team
i believe i can make it
:)

tats all for updates!
gonna watch the all blacks vs lions match now
night all!

2005-11-02T01:16:00.000+08:00

went JD's for deepevali
had fun
crapping around and jokes :)

got lost
hahhaha

i got a new wish
that for broken friendships to be patched up again

i also have a wish list!
hahahaa

i want!

1. new boots
2. new slippers
3. the mizuno shiny bag
4. new jeans
5. to win competitions!

so many things to aim for
i need to work work work
1 more month to hols!

time really flies
i haven really gotten into the groove for school yet
kinda still holiday mood
grades arent that bad though

i think with my big mouth i can survive 3 years of presentations...
hhahahha...

anyway just blogging all this for fun
take care all!

2005-10-31T11:53:00.000+08:00

changed new blogskin

think its so-so...
i dun have all the time in the world to choose a skin like last time
so just picked one...

still learning contact
i realise that i am not a very fast learner
but when i learn, i learn it very well
so not worrying that much yet...

den again i should be playing touch this december in the asian school thingy
when players from other schools in other countries come over to play
pretty cool
its a under 19 thingy
so i think i should grab my chance now
before i become too old..

slacked at buddy dars house on saturday and sunday
played PS2, computer and mahjong
plus alexis's meals
wahahha
quite relaxing

i keep winning in mahjong
bled everyone dry
but sigh,
not real money :(

gotta stop here first
am presenting...
blog later!

2005-10-26T23:04:00.000+08:00

update time!

oasis touch was not good.
i did not score, though i did not make any mistakes.
still felt disappointment.
still though, the freebies lessened the pain
hahahaha..

rushed to work after that
had supper at prata house after work

sunday was mahjong at joan house
played with joan, grace and joan's mum
won 12 bucks
quite lucky la

monday to wednesday was chalet
great catching up time with old friends!
back to the pre-poly days of gambling and talking cock thru the night
hahaha

managed to make to school today for UT
was like 3 quarters asleep while doing it
but i think i can make it...

i truly slacked for the first time in class today
i nv touched or contribute a single point to the ppt today
abit pai seh
but i was really too tired la
3 hrs of sleep not enuff

broke fast with faiza today
had magic wok
not bad la the food
but i was sleepy to eat too

ate rather clumsily too
hahahaha!
walked wif her ard white sands
den it was home
thanks for the company!

maturity comes with complications.
how true.

friends lost, are seemingly are going to be forever.
why cant we all be like when we were kids, simple and pure

when arguements are forgetten the next day

when a ice-cream heals everything

when hatred are gone in a hour and not forever.

i wonder.

2005-10-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

Things I have done for the past few days.

1. my first contact rugby training on tuesday
harry is the coach. looks dam fit lar.
did abit of scruming at yck stadium
tuesday trainings will be yck stadium
shiok ah
so near to my house!

2. watched GOAL yesterday with thai xpress
quite alright. the ending was predictable
had dinner
had fun

3. touch training today
got a touch competition this sat
and got contact training tml

got chalet from monday to wednesday
hope tuesday training is cancelled.

ahhh.. hope i can work this saturday too
ahh always so many things!

2005-10-19T00:41:00.000+08:00

Push it out
fake a smile
avert disaster
just in time.

I need a drink
cause in a while
worthless answers
from friends of mine.

It's dumb to ask
cool to ignore
girls possess me
but they're never mine

I made my entrance
avoided hazards
checked my engine

I fell behind

da da da da da da da da da

I fell behind

da da da da da da da da da

She makes me feel like it's raining outside
and when the storm's gone I'm all torn up inside
I'm always nervous on, days like this like the prom.
I get too scared to move, cause I'm a fuckin' boy.

Remember when
I was in
the grocery store

now's my time
lost the words
lost the nerve
lost the girl
left the line

I would wish
upon a star
but that star
it doesn't shine

so read my book
with a boring ending
a short story
of a lonely guy.

da da da da da da da da da

I fell behind

da da da da da da da da da

She makes me feel like it's raining outside
and when the storm's gone i'm all torn up inside
i'm alway's nervous on days like this, like the prom.
I get too scared to move, cause i'm a fuckin boy.

She makes me feel like it's raining outside
and when the storm's gone I'm all torn up inside
I'm always nervous on days like this, like the prom.
I get too scared to move, cause I'm still just
A stupid worthless boy.

//story of a lonely guy - blink 182

kinda down right now...
but i will be better dun worry..
keep the amusing tags coming =D!

2005-10-17T23:47:00.000+08:00

back again.
another update entry

poly forum closing ceremony was great
every sub-theme showed their unity
and took loads of pictures and exchanging of email addresses.
i truly wonder if our plans will take flight.

because honestly i feel, that Singapore does not need much change
coz i feel its good enough
you can hardly find a safer or cleaner country anywhere
with change, something will have to give.

we dun have much major problems, is there a need for change?
like they say, never change a winning formula.
there can never be a country that is perfect, a country which everyone is contented with.

oh well, den again, everyone will have their own valid points.
i have seen in poly forum how the other poly students behave and work
i think RP students are able to match up to them somehow
although half of our batch are yr 1 students while they send the yr 2s and 3s

but some of them are really good i have to admit.

sunday beach touch was kinda successful i guess
RP won men's under 21 and open catagories

abit disapointed with myself cause i could have scored the try that would have got my mixed team into the semis.
boo said that if i dived slightly earlier i would have made it cause i can dive far
ahhh... the ifs

its was pouring heavily in the afternoon
everyone was feeling cold and cramping up
even me

reminds me of the night 2 yrs ago
when my whole body cramped up horribly
i thought i could not complete the race anymore
my fingers could not move
my leg muscles hurt terribly when i move them the slightest itch

i guess that was the time that i really pushed my body to the limit
it will forever be etched in my memory, the pain i went though, the disappointment of finishing fourth and the frustation when jm bike was punctured and we took turns to cycle though the whole of east coast park, with the worn out legs of ours.

i remember having cramps the few days after the competition. it really took quite some time to recover from that race. den again, it was memorable and i think something to be proud of.
not many finished that race before the deadline.

back to beach touch
broke fast with the muslims and was laughing at has's jokes.
he is dam funny la
esp his voice

he treats me as a small boy,
always tell me
" terence, eat more ah!" "terence, dun buy jap porn ah! not good one!"
i always -.-""

hahahaha... was so zonked after all the laughing and playing beach touch
that i dozed at 9 plus at night
its kinda like a record for this yr
probably the 2nd or 3rd time i slept so early this yr.

and its back to school today.
managed to communicate with my teammates i think
we scraped thru the presentation!
phew

hope i can get my B though
went out wif ivy and baohan
crapping as usual..

den met kars at J8
i bought 2 converse shirts
just felt like shopping la
haha..

den ate and bought a few more things
the usual buddy hang out..

today is considered a rather non-busy day compared to my usual days
somehow thoughts keep coming into my mind.
it seems like everything is going to happen again
its a funny kind of fear

i dunno y am i feeling like that.
maybe i can put it down to phobia
seriously its wierd

well, its back to everyday life for me
think there will be a chalet this weekend
weee!!!!!!

alright! do tag my blog if u visit!
dun shy!
take care all!

2005-10-14T09:05:00.000+08:00

has been ages since i have blogged...
i guess everything has caught up with me..

i am so occupied that i cant rmb wad i have done this days
i will try to update as much as i can

- firstly first, my infections are gone!
took my medicine faithfully for first four days
but i forgot abt it as usual later on
haahhaa.. went to a polyclinic on friday
missed the first two meetings

managed to get a B phew

- i think my class is slowly opening up
that is wad taufiq says
i guess i will find out next week when i am done with all this poly forum stuff

- i haven continued on the video
how i wish i have the time
at least lina and faiza have finished encoding the tapes for me
thanks!

- i guess i am joining contact rugby
i like touch but maybe contact might be better
gonna give it a try
i am the smallest in the team la

i realised since the term started, that i cant juggle friends all the time
no, it doesn't mean changing frens or wadever
it is just not possible to go out wif one clique den another in school
i managed to do so wif my PC and my sec sch friends
but even that ran into a few problems sometimes

haven been getting much sleep lately
i have managed my time and life the best i can
but there doesnt seem to be enuff time

had poly forum at JB sofitel resort from tuesday to thursday
well its an enriching exprience i can say
working wif ppl from other polys
but sian ah

the other polys all send yr 2 and 3s
i am like the youngest there la
but i have learnt much abt singapore
and wad foreigners think about us.

den again i have to admit it got really boring after awhile
too many discussions and stuff
but i made a few friends from the other polys
so yeah and from my own poly too

but i was glad to be back in singapore
i missed everyone!
feel like staying over at someone's house soon

but as usual
no time
i have poly forum closing ceremony today
work tml
and beach touch competition on sunday

oh well
i do hope things settle down soon

my clique and working friends are having their hols now
wish it is still the hols after the Os
when u were free everyday
now i am so packed!

now got pimple outbreak cause of lack of sleep again
sian
and i need to cut my hair
too many things to do!

alright i am outta here...
done my part for culture and aestheics today
going for poly forum now
for the last time i hope!

take care everyone! especially ur health
some of my friends have been feeling unwell lately
so drink more water ah! byee!

2005-10-03T14:20:00.000+08:00

so today i met my new class...
looks okay but i think its just wun be as fun as PCo105

I keep thinking of my first day in PC
Ivy, Rieanne, Nijo and Wang Qian were in my group

I remember the commuications problems we had with Wang Qian at first
was laughing at Ivy and Rieanne's chinese i remember

and ivy touch my laptop!
hahahha... thick skin hor...
1st day back in PC seemed so much more fun den today

somehow there was this feeling among the class that we can gel together
i dunno. haha

days are really busy now
got minds, thai xpress stuff and rugby
plus socialising with friends
and of course school.

i have a infection
all those bites on my legs
they are getting more
and i have been running a slight fever recently

and i get headaches at night
hope all this will stop soon
i need a break

maybe next week's trip to JB will let me recuprate alittle

my new classmates are alright la
dunno wad kind of ppl they are yet
but i have been doing work this days =/

haha very rare la...
lol

anyway i pray for strength to get though the days...
poly has really exposed me to many other stuffs that i have never done...
and its really tiring and exhausting being involved in so many things

but its my youth anyway
cannot waste
wad i can do now, i may not be able to do in the future

=)

2005-10-01T01:05:00.000+08:00

celebrated my birthday on 29th with my working group friends..

chris, robin, kok meng, irene, qizhu, darren, quek, kc and kars

we had a 5 course meal

was pretty fun
though my face was smashed with cakes 6 times in total

kept going to the toilet

got a wallet and 2 boxers as presents
played some games while taking pictures

den i treated everyone pool
had loads of fun laaa

thanks for spending the day with me guys! =))

conferenced until 6.30 in the morning
gosh, has been so long since i have talked so long on the phone

went to RP in the afternoon to get all the stuff for poly forum
blazers, collar pin and polo shirts

i wonder if poly forum will be fun
i hope the other people from the other polys are fun though

work was good today though i was late due to some reasons
the guest praise me and the two aunties for good service
hahaha

anyway it has been a memorable 17th birthday for me

as for yiqun and jon who called me today, i would try my very best to go out and catch up with u guys one day!

i have been really busy with the thai trip and all, and it doesnt seem to be stopping
with poly forum and everything

the new classes are out

din get any of my classmates inside except gavin, who i hardly talk to
but taufiq is in my class which is great.. =))

okay gotta go sleep
long day tml...

8-4 at ngee ann poly for the opening ceremony of poly forum
den work at 5.30

haiz
night everyone!

2005-09-29T14:16:00.000+08:00

so now i am seventeen
another year older

i remember last birthday
i was happy to be 16 because i din had to sneak into pool places anymore

and someone made the words
"happy birthday ter" in candles and setting a rocket off
haha cool huh

now is time to reflect on the sixteenth year of my life..

- i started working

- i made a new group of friends (from robinsons) who are going to celebrate my birthday wif me today

- i passed my o levels

- i went into Republic Polytechnic

- had this brilliant class, PC01-05A

- joined rugby, touch

- took part in National Touch League

- went on a Service Learning Project to Thailand with this great team called Thai Xpress

- got into poly forum

- missed on founders badge =(

- clubbed for the first time

- lastly, learnt how not perfect the world can be

i think i have matured much more since last yr
i have seen so much of the world
i have gone though so much

i think i always give the impression that i am a young boy who only noes how to have fun
but i know the people close to me know wad i truly am like

but when i feel there something wrong, i will always voice it out
i dare to say my tolerance level is one of the highest if not the highes among my friends
i have a very good temper and i think thats a gift from God

the gift to think calmly in tight and fiery situations

hahaha... okay enuff reflection of myself

firstly

big thank you to faiza jie for the secretly left chocolates in my bag yesterday
nobody has given me chocolates before... thanks! really sweet..

And

Thanks to thai xpress for spending the day with me yesterday at sentosa
had fun playing in the sea
especially me... sneakily going underwater and flipping ppl up.. hahaha

and for the gifts in thailand too
the whole orange gear and everything
u guys rock!!

a thousand thanks to all the birthday wishers
whether its thru msn, friendster, sms or in person
they are all special to me!

a contented seventeenth year old! =D

2005-09-29T01:17:00.000+08:00

seventeen!

2005-09-26T01:10:00.000+08:00

okay i noe i have been lazy
but seriously i haven got the time to blog

i think ivy is right
thailand was a break for me
now back in the hustle in singapore
i have had hardly time to sleep...

wednesday celebrated baohan birthday
had thai express ( the actual food outlet)
and went bowling and pool

i had a strike at bowling
hahaha wad a fluke

i think i will just stick to pool

went for rugby training on thursday
after that slacked at erah house
had pizza and everything

den it was to ya li chalet
had a bbq and drinks
was dam tired

slept at the chalet
went back in the morning and went to work at 2
worked till 11

realised there were so many new faces in plaza
din go for supper after work
too tired

had match against the Bucks on saturday
sigh we lost
9 -4
i scored 3 and assisted loo on one

wad a waste
we were leading at first

me and my rugby friends couldnt get into rouge for clubbing
so went to madam wong's
was there for about 4 hours

my first time clubbing
ok la... i roughly realise wad is clubbing about
i think.
had some trouble with people but settled in the end

i had a few drinks b4 we all went back to eugene house
we all just slept
i slept the least
5-10

because i had work at 12
so rushed home den out for work
work sucked alittle today

but its okay la
next time also must tolerate temper and attitude
its the working world
no choice

no use complaining
part time anyway
just take the shit and carry on

i am seriously missing thailand and thai xpress
everyday, i would think wad was i doing 1 week ago
the fun i had shopping and playing ball at KMUTT
with my friends..

we are all gonna meet up on wednesday to celebrate my birthday
sentosa! weee! cant wait!

and kars and the rest on thursday
=)

sigh i got poly forum today and tml
wad a bore

the new term is starting soon
i wonder if any of my friends would be in my class

the holidays have really passed me by
but i think i have used it very well
hahaha

gotta go! got to wake up early tml
zz night all and take care!

2005-09-20T14:19:00.000+08:00

and yea i am finally back after 16 days in thailand
its by far the longest time i have been away and furtherest from home

nonetheless, this trip has opened my eyes even more about how people behave in situations
i have learnt so much more about people
whether it was the kids in the orphanage or the students from KMUTT
they have depicted different aspects of people

PC0105 and PD0109 have bonded so well together
it is hard to believe the distance between us at the start

more beauiful things that happened like

- teaching kids the 123, ABC successfully

- showering the kids with love and fun, that they needed so much

- we did two murals, painted 42 pillars and painted a crab on a toilet door for the kids

- seeing the kids smile and laugh as they indulge in their activities

- the hospitality the KMUTT students showed to us

- togetherness and teamwork thai xpress showed when it was needed

on a personal note, this has been a enriching exprience for me
i have made more good friends
very good ones in fact
and grew closer to the ones i knew before

and thanks to everyone for my early birthday presents
gosh

all 9 items were orange
i love them all the same!
thanks alot!

and i have missed everyone very much
i cant wait to walk out and smell singapore's fresh air ( not too fresh here because of thermal fogging to kill those dreaded dengue mosquitos)
going out later to meet my friends!

cya! will try to blog about the trip if i got the time!

2005-09-18T02:49:00.000+08:00

hello!
gonna return on the 20 sept at around 10 in the morning!

couldnt update since i haven touched a computer till now
thailand has been great and having great fun!

learning loads and making good friends!
i miss everybody!

cant wait to see u all!

i am at the hotel now using the computer
now is relax time for the trip

all the hard work is over! phew
alright! late alrdy

gotta wake up early to shop tml!
hahahha.... bye everybody
miss u all!

2005-09-04T23:36:00.000+08:00

another busy day
seems like there is never a day when i can slack thoughout

managed to sell my 3 t-shirts to my auntie, uncle and grandpa
went to a fun fair this morning with my family

had dinner at chomp chomp with chris robin jian ming jon kars yiqun and bernard
not bad le.. so many ppl can make it

i rock can
whahahah

had a good time teasing each other and remembering the past

oh well, off to bangkok tml
will be away for 2 weeks

hopefully i learn loads of stuff over there
will be visiting a ophranage and a uni
i guess that will be loads of fun...

okay take care everybody!
will update when i am back!

2005-08-29T22:35:00.000+08:00

happy birthdays on 28 august to robin, perry and amanda
all turned seventeen

did well in saturdays match
we scored 4 trys
i din score though, =(
i assisted one though =/

chris and i had a great time laughing at the past videos we made in his room
we danced, raped and fought.
lol.
sadly, its really diffcult to get everyone back

i guess thats the bad part when u are in such a huge group
do hope that we get together b4 i leave for thailand!

i got a blister on my heel after wearing my new boots
argh, not wad i need b4 leaving for thailand

we are doing a car wash at school tml
hope it will be successful!

we will also selling bookmarks and t-shirts
so busy! plus poly forum plus rugby

alright tats all for the updates! byee!

2005-08-25T02:05:00.000+08:00

lost 3-0 and 2-1
i scored one!

long story about how we lost
but i came close with 3 chances but the keeper was good

anyway, wanna thank uncle andrew and aunty michelle for their hospitality to me when my parents were away.
I feel like i was treated like a king when i was over there.

To cut a story short, life has been great
school is keeping me real busy
i realised i haven watched a movie for a month!

when got time also no mood.. haha sorry kenneth
stupid problems la haha

its unbelieveable that people think they are correct
but i guess that they might be just too scared to admit their mistakes
and are trying to run away from them.

Another lesson learnt.
people also value face alot
when they are wrong, they would give alot of bull**** to deny their statements
haha... these ppl are suited for PBL process sia...

on another hand, i guess this matter has taken enuff of my time.
i have done all i could and if the person wun change..
there is probably nothing i can do

I think spending 1 or 2 nights on this has been draining for me
even if i am not involved
u cant say i eat finish nth to do..

this is SOMETHING to do
to help friends (if they still want to) realise their mistakes
i am very glad that kars said sorry to joan
at least she knew she was wrong to say the things she said
hopefully someone would too :)

haha.. but i guess that is just a dream ba..
anyway, i think its time to close this matter le..

you can now celebrate thatnobody disturbing you now =)

to end off,

3 cheers for PC01-05A for their effort today! =D

2005-08-24T12:27:00.000+08:00

Inter-Class soccer today

Class wore our jerseys to class

good luck for later! =)

2005-08-22T23:59:00.000+08:00

i will be straightforward tonight
my entry will be in response to james goh's latest one

he din state my name but any idiot would noe i am the one who is poking my nose into his business..

he was sarcastic and everything in his entry
but i accept that he has the freedom of speech and say anything he wants
i never said he couldn't

i confronted james today on the problem for he not chipping in for kc and irene present
he said he din noe at first and that chipping in shows no heart at all to give present
so i said i would hope to see something from his heart for kc and irene if he is not chipping in.

you say u give face to joan den go kc and irene bbq. u say its shows heart that u went.
i dun agree. u are merely giving face only can. u sound like u are being forced.

u always say GET UR FACTS RIGHT
its really contraicting
u said no one invited u to the bbq

but we did, we asked u and joan to come
how would we noe u are just giving joan face to come?

i am not biased
i admited kars was wrong to say the things she said to joan
it is also partly due wad u msg darren the night before

u called darren a fucking lousy planner
u think that is a correct attitude?
u could have given him feedback nicely
not just shoot ur mouth off

kars has said sorry to joan
u still dun wan to. i hope u do soon :)

i do hope u see the light one day.
i am not gonna de link you coz i am not going to give up on u.

i truly hope u put down ur pride and say sorry for once

u say i have no right to interfre in all this
but i dun wan to see my friends being insulted like this for nothing.
u dun wan to chip in for the present and bbq den fine
but ur attitude towards them, i dun like

i care for my friends, thats y i am interfreing

i never used a single vulgarity on u just now
but u insulted me and everything
i am okay with it

u do realise as u said ppl have the freedom to blog whatever they want
so i do hope this entry deciated to u would get u thinking about wad u should do.

*had my 3 jabs today, thailand is near! =))

2005-08-21T10:02:00.000+08:00

2 more weeks to thailand!
can u believe it? its so close now..

gonna take 3 jabs on monday
hope it will be clean and fast

mum and dad have gone to thailand for 4 days
i will going over to grandpa's to stay for 2 nights
so i can watch the match tonight too! =)

the class jersey is done
and its beautiful, its true
hahaha

i guess u ppl noe i never post pictures on my blog
and thats cause i am awfully lazy and busy to do so

and its true (i sound like kurt angle now)
the thailand trip and rugby is enough to keep me busy thoughout the week
not counting days out with friends
in fact i have barely time for that now

i too realise, its 2 weeks to the end of the semester
which means changing of classes
unlike many
i am alright with this because i know we are all gonna spilt sooner or later

anyway we could always meet after school and everything
its not the end of the world

has not been a good week

friends falling out, (even myself intially)

friend's mother having cancer

getting washed out by the wanderers yesterday

it has been tough getting thru this week

i realise there is a limit to how much i can do in certain circumtences
i cant do everything all the time

my friends have chosen to let it go
and i should too
maybe always standing up for u feel is right is not good

i hardly had friendship problems in the past
but everything is coming to me at once
my friends, my class and the ruggers have conflicts among ourselves

this is a new phrase of life i am going though
just as secondary school was, poly has been a eye-opener

i have known so many different people
so many types of people
and i would ask myself if i really knew the world

to end off, a song that really depicts what is going though my mind now..

How the hell'd we wind up like this
And why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
I wish you'd unclench your fists
And unpack your suitcase
Lately there's been too much of this
But don't think it's too late

Nothing's wrong
Just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when

You're the only one who knows that
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when

Well I'd hope that since we're here anyway
That we could end up saying
Things we've always needed to say
So we could end up staying
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothing's wrong
Just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that

Someday somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that...

How the hell'd we wind up like this
And why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed
And try to turn the tables
Now the story's played out like this
Just like a paperback novel
Let's rewrite an ending that fits
Instead of a Hollywood horror

Nothing's wrong
Just as long as you know that someday I will
Someday, somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
Someday somehow
I'm gonna make it alright
But not right now
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
I know you're wondering when
You're the only one who knows that
I know you're wondering when

2005-08-16T23:59:00.000+08:00

maybe i am doing too much and trying too hard.

i am tired. not going to care anymore.

2005-08-15T23:54:00.000+08:00

sorry not really updating for a week!
got too many things to do!!

forgot to mention i went sentosa with rugby mates last wednesday
had a ball of a time
we played touch rugby, captain ball and high catches
very very fun
really enjoyed myself

had problems the last night before
but it has all resolved, thankfully...

went back to bps on thursday to grab stuff for fund raising
wad a happy day it was
mum found my sec 4 class tee
and i got a new LTC 2 shirt!
wahaaha!

so friday i had fund raising to do
my team did song decications
pretty cool
but raised merely 57 bucks for 4 hours of work
not very good i feel

the board we supposed to paint was horrible
but i coloured the crab ivy drew and its quite nice
hahaha
we had no materials
so many things to prepare can

had camp, fund raising and board decrocation + class
dam busy

camp was alright i guess
i missed much of the activties because i went for my match on saturday
but it was good chilling out with classmates at camp

match was good although we lost
lost 6-3 to bedok kings
i scored a try again wahahhaa

was surprised i did coz i was feeling very weak at that time
couldn shout and i got tired easily
very unlike the rocky one
but managed to weave through =)

lol... i think the team is quite united now
watch out for us next year!
we have only few months exprience so its ok when we lose to teams with ten years exprience
we can only get better =))

had mahjong session at grace house after camp
i won some money again
but as usual little
i am always the 2nd biggest winner

but i should not complain huh
at least i am not losing...

tats about it for a brief summary for wad i have done for the past week

am missing my clique very much
hope we can meet up all together on robin and perry birthday
b4 i leave for thailand

we all go for pool
and compare our skills
go for dinner and start teasing each other

miss those times man
meet up soon!

take care all!! byee!

2005-08-13T00:18:00.000+08:00

in camp now!
going to zhao camp for match tml!
weeeeeeee
byee!

2005-08-09T15:41:00.000+08:00

update time!
saturday's match at turf city was not bad!
Team B were drawn against Team A (seniors)
though we lost
coach said we performed above expectations!
:))

i scored a try too and it was a dive
wahhaha happy debut!
quite happy wif my performance

went to joan house to borrow bike
but lazy to cycle
bathed at her house den we went to have prata
after seeing her home den i went to east coast for lim teck bbq

quite boring la there
so left near to 12
took cab back wif bk
waste money le

sunday played pool wif robin and chris
nice time playing wif them
after that went to festival of praise
i admit i was not enthu to go
and i said i will be late but nvm

managed to get to the front of the queue anyway though james and wilmer help
the festival was not like wad i expected
it was more of a service i felt

anyway felt lousy for the second night in a row
everybody mood was down except for wilmer
snapping here and there
had supper alone wif wilmer wif going home

monday was quite fun though
had breakfast at mac wif robin and kars
den went to bishan park sch
saw many many old faces

and talked to a few teachers
realised BPS has this new system in place
interesting

and it was buddies catching up
me chris robin yiqun and landy had lunch at J8
haven ate together for like months?

after that went to ps to meet stacey sharon and iffa
chatted and crapped
hahaha quite fun

den it was off to cine to meet kenneth baohan and rieanne
crapped den played pool
saw desmond there
my working friend

den went to raffles city centre and met jonathan saifud adam and esli
walked to the esplanade
jon and i continued our bickering on life facts again
ahahha

den they left
so kars and darren came
accompanied me for awhile

den i was alone
so walked around
saw a few friends
like mr koh
nice to see them

den grace not coming
joan and james took ages
so they came
watched the fireworks
alright la
not as nice i expected
only the last part was nice

i believe maybe the view from esplanade not that good
iffa watched from the fullerton
and she said its was very nice

meet boon kiat and mikki and her friends
was tempted to go for supper wif them
but den i remember the hole in my pocket

sigh
august is really a gonna be a "broke" month
no plaza plus the seemingly many birthdays happening
i think i will be spending near to a 100 on presents this month
ahhhhh

and yeah
felt lousy for the third night in a row
been thinking as many ppl have been trashing me for not being able to make it or being late.
its dam frustating

i try my best everyday to try accomadate with everybody
but it seems that i shouldnt try to
i will get scolded for being late
even if i squeeze that little time to meet up
they still blame me

its dam shitty la
den u would say i am not planning my time properly
but i have been out all day
going here and there like a mad dog

i have so many other things to manage
so many things to do
but i still try to accomdate

today dinner with my parents will be like the first in months
tats how busy i have been
i am tired i am exhausted
end here byee everyone
happy national day!

*there is that much i can give*

2005-08-06T01:30:00.000+08:00

and here comes a greatly welcomed holiday of 6 days!
pontanked school on friday as planned

what was not planned was me oversleeping hahaha
supposed to meet bel eunice owen suelynn and narene for breakfast at mac
but piggy me overslept as usual =/

so went to david house with eugene
the rest came and we chilled around...
the girls cooked for us! thanks!
had prata, mashed potatos, hotdogs, luncheon meat and omelette

had a mini movie marathon
we watched old school (halfway), shutter and amercian pie
haven done this for a long time
just chilling around watching movie

played with david dog, coco before i left
dam naughty can
keep biting owen and my socks

and my socks are kinda wet
he bit on them for like 15 mins?

so i went home to bathe
and it was off to pei ting bbq
me grace joan joy and chris played mind twisters while eating

i walked grace home while james and chris walked joan home
coz 1st day of 7th month and they are scared
so just walk lo

reached home around 12.30
the tap turned on after i left the toilet
was scary but i remembered i din turn it off tightly

lol
tml is match as usual
pls no more rain!!!
den it will be lim teck chalet after the match
phew... and i need to think of budget for games and everything

sigh so many things to do
yes ivy i will try to get everything done!
gonna meet bel and eunice to go for match
time to sleep... byee!

2005-08-03T23:47:00.000+08:00

so today UT was horrible
hope i dun fail!
i lost my ear piece..
damn.. only 3 weeks and its lost
18 buckssssss
and the discman is spoiled!

got my jersey alrdy
its grey in colour with black
with a 5 at the back
dun like the font of the 5 but nvm la
its quite pretty nice

loads of plans for the holidays coming up
wahahhaa

hope it doesnt rain this saturday
its frustating preparing and everything
but it rains...

starbucks with iffa and sharon after sch today
kars came and kars had a nice time telling how i was like in primary one
shit la now everybody noes how cute i was
hahhahaha

shopped with kars for handicraft ( yes i was surprised too)
long john for dinner den home
nice chat with kars
really talking cock ah

passed boon kiat my staff uniform so he can wear it for national day parade
and got kars discman while i lent her my bag

1 year has passed so fast
365 days ago
my officer Mr Leslie Foong passed on...
I will never forget the shock when i recieved the news

i was preparing for national day parade as flag-bearer
when jonathan came in with the news
i kinda sank into my chair

it was proably the first time someone so close to me left
I felt that God was so unfair

i remember the funeral that night
tears fell while singing praise songs
as i thought of how he changed my life

i remember him pushing my team on during LTC 1 on our hike
i remember him running in army boots faster den me, pushing me to overtake him
how he always livens up the atmosphere
the songs he taught
his entertainment
and the push he gave me as i took a trust fall into the sea from the jetty

mr koh sent me a sms today

it told me to take some time to think about him
and be assured because he is in a better place with Daddy God.

I guess thats what we should all think
Always Remembered Mr Foong!

2005-08-01T09:33:00.000+08:00

celebrated elaine birthday on friday
went kbox and sang
had cake and everything
basically a good celebration

so match was cancelled again...
so i spent the whole saturday sleeping like a pig at home

went to grace house to play mahjong with her, joan and joy
i won 30 cents!
haha...

wanted to go for some party at david's house but promised grace alrdy so couldnt go...
so i stayed over at chris's house
and chatted about life

brownie ( chris's dog ) is getting more "savage"
he bit me and he even gnarled at chris mum
now i got diffculty walking from chris room to the kitchen..

so i woke up in the morning and watched this initial D battle thingy on chris com
den met kenneth for seoul garden...
pretty full
played abit of pool b4 going home

my bro is sick u see
so bought food back and let him eat
den it was off to work

did runner with wai keat today
i admit i was blur at the start
coz i haven done runner for like 5-6 months?
obviously cant rmb esp i am not exprienced also

but was okay in the end..
had supper with grace wai keat mikki and boon kiat

this week is gonna be another busy week
i am thinking of going back BPS for friend fiesta..
oh well lets see how...

friend fiesta has good and bad memories for me...
hmmm maybe next time..

byee

2005-07-28T10:45:00.000+08:00

been a good week so far
had dinner at grandpa on monday
got his 29 itch TV! wahhaha

helped dad to bring it back..
was nice seeing my uncle aunt and grandpa..

met working friends yesterday
i was supposed to leave after the UT to join them in sentosa
but den like din wan to leave my group behind and its not very nice to walk out on a lesson in front of the teacher... so din go

sigh.. wished i went
anyhow.. met them at harbourfront
had dinner with them

and they hid my wallet for such a long time just because i din join them in the morning!!
zzz lo.. had to keep submitting to them
but in pool ha i started winning after slight hiccups at the start
lol

oh yeah.. i din go for gym training ytd too...
rugby is gonna be dam busy la
trainings will be mon - thurs
dunno whether i wan join contact anot

but i would go for gym trainings for fun
no harm training up huh.... got trainer somemore
haha...

gonna be another busy week...
cya!

2005-07-23T17:59:00.000+08:00

yes yes haven blogged properly for a long time.....
been real busy these days....

the weather this days are so cold...
now i have to wear a shirt when i sleep zz

i have watched the island alrdy i feel its pretty good
i like the plot
give it... 4 stars

and i worked yesterday
did some tattooing
temporary ones
1 hr - 15 bucks
but did a hour...

still its good money...
i realise taking a cab from home to school is likely to be close to the 10 dollars mark
no more cabs to school for me.. except there is a UT or something

after work i rushed to joan house to grab her bike
went home
met up with grace wilmer mikki boon kiat jordan eunice and her brother
quite a big group huh
its was 11 plus in the night den

so we cycled to east coast
around 1 hour
quite a good workout

had some food at mac
on the way back
we purposely passed by the red light district of geylang..
saw a bapok

disgustingly smiled at us
me and jordan got freaked out
and many cabs there too...

din noe got so many tiko pek in singapore hahahaa

put the bike back at joan hse and walked home
was worrying that i would not be 100% for today match vs SRC
thankfully it was cancelled

so RP rugby just mucked around the mud
got really wet and dirty
hahahaa

now i am going to grace house to mahjong..
weeeeeeee.... i am so tired!!!

gotta go.. byee

2005-07-22T15:52:00.000+08:00

wad a killer the science quiz was..
whole class gonna fail it..
haha..

going to work later
some job kenneth introduced..
will update when i got the time
byee!

2005-07-19T10:53:00.000+08:00

having lessons..
suddenly felt like blogging...
today lesson is simple and straight to the point..
problem is

A plane weighing 132 tons travels 630 miles from Lion City to Harbour Island in 150 mins. Under the same weather conditions, it will take 3 hours to return to Lion City from Harbour Island via the same route. Find the wind speed.

will blog more later.. byee!

2005-07-17T23:20:00.000+08:00

training/match at turf city was fun
tried on my new boots and i felt comfortable in them
can balance myself better now!

scored a few tries today
pleased with my performance today
though had problems catching the ball
but definately better den thursday one

RP rugby had dinner at al-azhar, some place in bukit timah
their milo dinosaur nicer den prata house
much sweeter and more powder! haha

rushed to the scouts campfire after that
so nice to see old friends once again
ramdan, rysul, gerard and the gb guides
not forgetting my juniors and gb girls
and the other friends

had a good time there
i wanted to finish HP and the order of phoenix first b4 reading HP and the half blood prince
but couldnt resist and read 4 chapters in 20 mins today b4 going out!
haha

watched war of the worlds with kenneth
its okay i guess
i still prefer The day after Tommorow
k boxed after that
kenneth treat
hahaha so cold inside can

was freezing!

school is on tml again
and i am going to collect my pay tml!
like finally!
phew

hope no complications happen
have a bad feeling abt it
alright game time!
hehehe night everyone!